jodawi: (dumbwater)
Today we ship the new version of the software with the architectural change that i slaved over for two or three years. And it's almost entirely hidden from the user, and not mentioned anywhere in new features, since the goal was to make the application behave exactly the same as before, but not cost us certain licensing fees.

So now I get to hurray if nobody notices that I did anything.

My body must know that I'm planning on taking Zoloft again soon because my sleep schedule is getting whacked. I think I'm about ready to start the day soon.

Someday i have to decide between I and i and stick with it.
jodawi: (dumbwater)
Today we ship the new version of the software with the architectural change that i slaved over for two or three years. And it's almost entirely hidden from the user, and not mentioned anywhere in new features, since the goal was to make the application behave exactly the same as before, but not cost us certain licensing fees.

So now I get to hurray if nobody notices that I did anything.

My body must know that I'm planning on taking Zoloft again soon because my sleep schedule is getting whacked. I think I'm about ready to start the day soon.

Someday i have to decide between I and i and stick with it.
jodawi: (larva)
10 Things which I did make that you probably do not have?
  1. lived in a stable of converted goat.
  2. Physikabteilungsgelehrsamkeiten gained two.
  3. made you convinced my educational establishment higher me to make, which I also always regularly meet for a term for full credit, without tests or other requirements except professors, for wished to explain them, which I made.
  4. Did not build a bed and a box of kitchen in a back-yard with minimal energy tools and of bench.
  5. a fence formed which can hold inside the cats and to confuse raccoons goodly.
  6. * to lead Ph.D.-naehere to determine and write to half thesis my Master, before they enough to decide, enough and to engage another degree, which true amusing.
  7. stored in one year two people of Schlussen houses and a dog to lose its life.
  8. played in a gamelan.
  9. the ceremony of marriage for my mother and her husband implemented.
  10. Trs-80 made run a computer of the color in the ground, until black a Trs-80 computer and white become it.
jodawi: (larva)
10 Things which I did make that you probably do not have?
  1. lived in a stable of converted goat.
  2. Physikabteilungsgelehrsamkeiten gained two.
  3. made you convinced my educational establishment higher me to make, which I also always regularly meet for a term for full credit, without tests or other requirements except professors, for wished to explain them, which I made.
  4. Did not build a bed and a box of kitchen in a back-yard with minimal energy tools and of bench.
  5. a fence formed which can hold inside the cats and to confuse raccoons goodly.
  6. * to lead Ph.D.-naehere to determine and write to half thesis my Master, before they enough to decide, enough and to engage another degree, which true amusing.
  7. stored in one year two people of Schlussen houses and a dog to lose its life.
  8. played in a gamelan.
  9. the ceremony of marriage for my mother and her husband implemented.
  10. Trs-80 made run a computer of the color in the ground, until black a Trs-80 computer and white become it.
jodawi: (young and innocent)
vowels were out in the 60s — via [livejournal.com profile] astralplane
jodawi: (young and innocent)
vowels were out in the 60s — via [livejournal.com profile] astralplane

Domesticity

Feb. 8th, 2005 10:40 pm
jodawi: (alien answer)
Obtained dishwasher. Filled house with dishwasherlemon fumes. Amusing: spend much more time debating self whether or not to buy for me, than spent debating whether or not to buy one for friend.

Made tacos. Two eat, encore soon. Whirr whirr machine. Boil trouble.

Approximate plan to get 1-2 additional cat or kitten, terrorize Nebu, keep him busy so not sit whine all day.

Kitchen shelf needed. Additional spice rack needed.

This is what you say, if you're abcd:
Bring your shovels, folks! There's thirty years of shit here to muck out. I've tried jumping sideways onto it, jumping from foot to foot shifting my weight as it go, it just doesn't move! I have to say, I was disapointed. So. Anyway. T minus two days until bangs.

Take part in her art. Nothing shouts I NEED A LIFE more than dreaming that you're bored, staring at your computer screen, refreshing your livejournal friends page.

I woke up at 4 something. Why do you keep sending me dreams in which I have to try to draw something?

I finally went to the tailor. I find it very peaceful, and as soon as I step out of the car, I can feel the stress melting right off my shoulders.

I will take touching my butt, with or without clothing in the way, to mean you're considering purchasing an SUV. do me aa favor pleas and if i ever bet u that i can drink every condiment in yuor pantry, DONOT LET ME DO IT!!!!!1!!!!

You're not even God's gift to your right hand. Perhaps I abandon for real.

I have 5 days and no money. This is fine, as I can get up and change the channel myself, however he also has this habit where he will wake up for all of forty-five seconds, switch the channels for some reason I'm not aware of, and then fall back asleep. I attribute that to his incredible will, our love for one another, how loved he feels by my sons and family. He's a sweetheart and so much more.

We gathered in costume for the Valentine's Day celebration at the college. I was kind of a jittery nervous quiet person, worrying about my application process. I didn't get to jill off. I think about all these people i am supposed to be close to, that i can't feel comfortable playing in front of.

And I have no idea who the hell the other guy is. They were clearly at the spawn's friend's house in order to take down yet another complaint about squirrel violence...

I used to think that politicians only lied if they figured the truth was too well hidden to come out. But only a selected few will see them.

I also found a good pat-in-pan butter tart crust recipe in the Joy of Cooking.

Things could be better but they could be and have been a lot worse.

Domesticity

Feb. 8th, 2005 10:40 pm
jodawi: (alien answer)
Obtained dishwasher. Filled house with dishwasherlemon fumes. Amusing: spend much more time debating self whether or not to buy for me, than spent debating whether or not to buy one for friend.

Made tacos. Two eat, encore soon. Whirr whirr machine. Boil trouble.

Approximate plan to get 1-2 additional cat or kitten, terrorize Nebu, keep him busy so not sit whine all day.

Kitchen shelf needed. Additional spice rack needed.

This is what you say, if you're abcd:
Bring your shovels, folks! There's thirty years of shit here to muck out. I've tried jumping sideways onto it, jumping from foot to foot shifting my weight as it go, it just doesn't move! I have to say, I was disapointed. So. Anyway. T minus two days until bangs.

Take part in her art. Nothing shouts I NEED A LIFE more than dreaming that you're bored, staring at your computer screen, refreshing your livejournal friends page.

I woke up at 4 something. Why do you keep sending me dreams in which I have to try to draw something?

I finally went to the tailor. I find it very peaceful, and as soon as I step out of the car, I can feel the stress melting right off my shoulders.

I will take touching my butt, with or without clothing in the way, to mean you're considering purchasing an SUV. do me aa favor pleas and if i ever bet u that i can drink every condiment in yuor pantry, DONOT LET ME DO IT!!!!!1!!!!

You're not even God's gift to your right hand. Perhaps I abandon for real.

I have 5 days and no money. This is fine, as I can get up and change the channel myself, however he also has this habit where he will wake up for all of forty-five seconds, switch the channels for some reason I'm not aware of, and then fall back asleep. I attribute that to his incredible will, our love for one another, how loved he feels by my sons and family. He's a sweetheart and so much more.

We gathered in costume for the Valentine's Day celebration at the college. I was kind of a jittery nervous quiet person, worrying about my application process. I didn't get to jill off. I think about all these people i am supposed to be close to, that i can't feel comfortable playing in front of.

And I have no idea who the hell the other guy is. They were clearly at the spawn's friend's house in order to take down yet another complaint about squirrel violence...

I used to think that politicians only lied if they figured the truth was too well hidden to come out. But only a selected few will see them.

I also found a good pat-in-pan butter tart crust recipe in the Joy of Cooking.

Things could be better but they could be and have been a lot worse.
jodawi: (gold sleep)
Yestermonth I bought the Whole Foods version of veggiechicken taquitos, thinking to compare them to the other version.

Yesterweek, I noticed that they were chickenchicken, not veggiechicken.

Yesterday, I ate them, and felt kind of funny after. Metadizzy.

Today, I feel kind of funny still after. Maybe just standard illness.

What's the opposite of yester? There must be one. Morrowday, morroweek, morrowmonth.

Legends of yore: the yesteryeti, hunting the morrowmammoth.

I also have an extra Tarika - Soul Makassar - who wants? How I can make so many yesterordermistakes? All musics digitalized now tho, so can easy check to see if I have something. 902 artist. 709 album. 9697 item. 51GB. 25 day 7 hour 6 minute 44 second. 15 full-time work weeks. Repeat 3.5 times per year. Kind of like some radio station, except they repeat 3.5 times per day. Some just gifty mp3 by other tho, in holding pen for review. I am the one who buys all legal musics.

I think of all the people over the last tens of thousands of years, hopping into boats, going out to ocean. Maybe some swept away by storms, maybe some crazy. Some of them eventually hit an island, and then the island has humans. There's a lot more water than island tho. Day 53. Eat the wood of the boat. Storm-swept should run out of drinkable water, so maybe all crazy, or driven. I think of the lost civilizations on the other side of the ice age.

My wish list needs to find itself having a book on details of mechanisms of evolution and differentiation and speciation, mimicry, strategies, adaptations, all abstracted into general memetic informational transformations; theory of interaction of complexities. Gekkos are quantum mechanics, running along the underbellies of the starships. Bed.

I always want to suprise surprise by spelling it wong.
jodawi: (gold sleep)
Yestermonth I bought the Whole Foods version of veggiechicken taquitos, thinking to compare them to the other version.

Yesterweek, I noticed that they were chickenchicken, not veggiechicken.

Yesterday, I ate them, and felt kind of funny after. Metadizzy.

Today, I feel kind of funny still after. Maybe just standard illness.

What's the opposite of yester? There must be one. Morrowday, morroweek, morrowmonth.

Legends of yore: the yesteryeti, hunting the morrowmammoth.

I also have an extra Tarika - Soul Makassar - who wants? How I can make so many yesterordermistakes? All musics digitalized now tho, so can easy check to see if I have something. 902 artist. 709 album. 9697 item. 51GB. 25 day 7 hour 6 minute 44 second. 15 full-time work weeks. Repeat 3.5 times per year. Kind of like some radio station, except they repeat 3.5 times per day. Some just gifty mp3 by other tho, in holding pen for review. I am the one who buys all legal musics.

I think of all the people over the last tens of thousands of years, hopping into boats, going out to ocean. Maybe some swept away by storms, maybe some crazy. Some of them eventually hit an island, and then the island has humans. There's a lot more water than island tho. Day 53. Eat the wood of the boat. Storm-swept should run out of drinkable water, so maybe all crazy, or driven. I think of the lost civilizations on the other side of the ice age.

My wish list needs to find itself having a book on details of mechanisms of evolution and differentiation and speciation, mimicry, strategies, adaptations, all abstracted into general memetic informational transformations; theory of interaction of complexities. Gekkos are quantum mechanics, running along the underbellies of the starships. Bed.

I always want to suprise surprise by spelling it wong.

Chao

Dec. 7th, 2004 05:45 pm
jodawi: (jodaoi)

Copying this to my journal from here because I just got asked about it and it took too long for me to find it.
The story of "Chao" as my last name )

Chao

Dec. 7th, 2004 05:45 pm
jodawi: (jodaoi)

Copying this to my journal from here because I just got asked about it and it took too long for me to find it.
The story of "Chao" as my last name )

jodawi: (jodaoi)
"latent inhibition"+creativity
"We are very excited by the results of these studies," says Peterson. "It appears that we have not only identified one of the biological bases of creativity but have moved towards cracking an age-old mystery: the relationship between genius, madness and the doors of perception."
— via [livejournal.com profile] indigopowder


Ditto mysticism, or at least part of it: sense of something profound, which may or may not be accompanied by being able to describe what the profundity is. Hmm... probably ditto some psychedelic experiences too, and peak experiences, and suchlike. Numinousness.

c.f., Jodawijournal - April 18th, 2003, +/- Jodawijournal - April 17th, 2003

Deja-goo doesn't have my post on a similar subject from 1995. Batards. I think I posted it to LJ, but I didn't find it, so:
In article <3nhc0e$dmt@louie.udel.edu>, from about April 1995, I wrote about something from about December 1991: )

Someone replied to my post with:
Dear John Chao, )
jodawi: (jodaoi)
"latent inhibition"+creativity
"We are very excited by the results of these studies," says Peterson. "It appears that we have not only identified one of the biological bases of creativity but have moved towards cracking an age-old mystery: the relationship between genius, madness and the doors of perception."
— via [livejournal.com profile] indigopowder


Ditto mysticism, or at least part of it: sense of something profound, which may or may not be accompanied by being able to describe what the profundity is. Hmm... probably ditto some psychedelic experiences too, and peak experiences, and suchlike. Numinousness.

c.f., Jodawijournal - April 18th, 2003, +/- Jodawijournal - April 17th, 2003

Deja-goo doesn't have my post on a similar subject from 1995. Batards. I think I posted it to LJ, but I didn't find it, so:
In article <3nhc0e$dmt@louie.udel.edu>, from about April 1995, I wrote about something from about December 1991: )

Someone replied to my post with:
Dear John Chao, )
jodawi: (am jodwi)
Today I have an completely undeveloped idea, not even really thought upon, that the mental development of children should somehow mirror the emergence of religion and spiritual thought in history.


Also, this phrase appears: The nature-nurture feedback loop.



http://dinets.travel.ru/religion0.htm

I'm sometimes annoyed at the attempt to equate memes with viruses. Memes are genes, part of memetic organisms. It might be a virus, or it might be a walrus. Show me a brain without memes and I'll show you a brain without thought.
jodawi: (am jodwi)
Today I have an completely undeveloped idea, not even really thought upon, that the mental development of children should somehow mirror the emergence of religion and spiritual thought in history.


Also, this phrase appears: The nature-nurture feedback loop.



http://dinets.travel.ru/religion0.htm

I'm sometimes annoyed at the attempt to equate memes with viruses. Memes are genes, part of memetic organisms. It might be a virus, or it might be a walrus. Show me a brain without memes and I'll show you a brain without thought.