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i would like to inform you that blah
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i would like to inform you that blah
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I feel like everything in the world is over.
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I feel like everything in the world is over.
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Domesticated suburban lawn activity.

Blah.

Want game.

New is the new old.
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Domesticated suburban lawn activity.

Blah.

Want game.

New is the new old.
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for (chronon c
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garble
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for (chronon c
jodawi.circadian.randomize();
garble
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How about today everything changes for the better?



mk
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How about today everything changes for the better?



mk
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Surely but slowly saning ingo
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Surely but slowly saning ingo
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No video games to medicate self with. *downloads demos*
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No video games to medicate self with. *downloads demos*
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maybe some no lj for some while
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maybe some no lj for some while
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Need to get over cold/flu (can it be flu if you're not queasytum?) so can go to doctor. No sense going to doctor all sick. Can't do anything anything if depressed. Shelves of books of projects: sitting untouched.

Every once in a while i fixate on a person and have fantasies of mutual creative endeavors. This plummets to its death, and i stop. It's easier to try to create things when you think maybe someone cares about the results. It's harder to create things when you think about the greatest works ever created and sense that they're likely sad wee attempts of no real value.

Sometimes i think the way to clean is to put the clutter item into the fireplace.

Mead is sometimes beer and sometimes wine. We are baffled.

How many days till no more shrub? When nobody in the world feels safer then, and the US is still in Iraq, and all the terrorist networks still exist, and the country is more dramatically in debt than any time in history, and foreign creditors shy away, will the end of his 2nd term be celebrated as a great success? Very likely.

My brain is too much of computer. Create story: o no, a flaw. Gandalf could have just rode the eagle and dropped the ring into the volcano, tada, end of story. Guess we can't create Lord of the Rings or the entire Tolkien mega-cult. Giant worms under the sand...right, and friction wouldn't make them entirely immobile. Can't create the Dune mega-cult.

I finally have time and ability to do world travel, and enough credit card airline miles built up for free ticket to Europe, and my desire seems to have wasted away. Why pay to go be lonely somewhere where nobody can understand me and even trying to find something to eat is embarrassing and difficult.

A 30" Apple cinema display might make it all better. Or two or three or 6 in an array.
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Need to get over cold/flu (can it be flu if you're not queasytum?) so can go to doctor. No sense going to doctor all sick. Can't do anything anything if depressed. Shelves of books of projects: sitting untouched.

Every once in a while i fixate on a person and have fantasies of mutual creative endeavors. This plummets to its death, and i stop. It's easier to try to create things when you think maybe someone cares about the results. It's harder to create things when you think about the greatest works ever created and sense that they're likely sad wee attempts of no real value.

Sometimes i think the way to clean is to put the clutter item into the fireplace.

Mead is sometimes beer and sometimes wine. We are baffled.

How many days till no more shrub? When nobody in the world feels safer then, and the US is still in Iraq, and all the terrorist networks still exist, and the country is more dramatically in debt than any time in history, and foreign creditors shy away, will the end of his 2nd term be celebrated as a great success? Very likely.

My brain is too much of computer. Create story: o no, a flaw. Gandalf could have just rode the eagle and dropped the ring into the volcano, tada, end of story. Guess we can't create Lord of the Rings or the entire Tolkien mega-cult. Giant worms under the sand...right, and friction wouldn't make them entirely immobile. Can't create the Dune mega-cult.

I finally have time and ability to do world travel, and enough credit card airline miles built up for free ticket to Europe, and my desire seems to have wasted away. Why pay to go be lonely somewhere where nobody can understand me and even trying to find something to eat is embarrassing and difficult.

A 30" Apple cinema display might make it all better. Or two or three or 6 in an array.

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