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I'm afeared the new shuttle flight will perish. Doesn't help when i read this garble:
` I`m confident in that fact that we`ve come a long way, and in that respect we&hk;re ready to fly this mission,`

Shub Shuttlenaut

Watched Alien vs Predator. Giggled uncontrollably at the science and history.

Legal Action Taken Against King County For Harvesting Brains - how can you resist a headline like that?

going to Snoqualmie Falls tomorry

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I'm afeared the new shuttle flight will perish. Doesn't help when i read this garble:
` I`m confident in that fact that we`ve come a long way, and in that respect we&hk;re ready to fly this mission,`

Shub Shuttlenaut

Watched Alien vs Predator. Giggled uncontrollably at the science and history.

Legal Action Taken Against King County For Harvesting Brains - how can you resist a headline like that?

going to Snoqualmie Falls tomorry

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Dreamed Kurt Cobain was singing

Is this ^love?
Is this _love?
Is this love?

while washing his and the other band members' cars.

And now you know.

(no subject)

Dreamed Kurt Cobain was singing

Is this ^love?
Is this _love?
Is this love?

while washing his and the other band members' cars.

And now you know.

(no subject)

ark. missed several day of private lj posts because was logged out and didn't know it.

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ark. missed several day of private lj posts because was logged out and didn't know it.

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So we went and saw Snoqualmie Falls, and mittel noticed the following optical illusion:

Watch the center of the falling water. Your eyes will probably track little bursts of water as they fall, while also taking in the stationary rock beside the fall. Now look to the rocks on the side. The center of your vision distorts, flowing up, and the trees and rocks appear to flow and grow up.

Repeat until sick.

I wanted to hike down and clamber up behind it and build a home, but it was not meant to be this time.

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Got my medical records. The first time I took zoloft, the dose that made me happy and even giggly was 100mg.

So why did 100mg and 150mg a couple years later not do much sometimes? I sometimes think my body gets used to anything and adjusts in retaliation, so more more is needed.

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Mraair says Nebu.

Mow does mittel.

Nap did I.

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So we went and saw Snoqualmie Falls, and mittel noticed the following optical illusion:

Watch the center of the falling water. Your eyes will probably track little bursts of water as they fall, while also taking in the stationary rock beside the fall. Now look to the rocks on the side. The center of your vision distorts, flowing up, and the trees and rocks appear to flow and grow up.

Repeat until sick.

I wanted to hike down and clamber up behind it and build a home, but it was not meant to be this time.

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Got my medical records. The first time I took zoloft, the dose that made me happy and even giggly was 100mg.

So why did 100mg and 150mg a couple years later not do much sometimes? I sometimes think my body gets used to anything and adjusts in retaliation, so more more is needed.

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Mraair says Nebu.

Mow does mittel.

Nap did I.

casually dressed; Flat Affect; hair well groomed

Anhedonia, the inability to gain pleasure from normally pleasurable experiences. ... She recalls the anhedonia of some of her darkest moments when she sat down to listen to Elgar's Enigma variations and found to her horror that she was left completely unmoved by the hauntingly beautiful music she had always loved.

I was putting together a list of my favorite music of all time yesterday, and upon playing some I'd think I know that once affected me more, so I'd add to the list based on history.

Major anhedonia once as an undergrad - worse than the sad of "depression" was the blank gray emptiness. But then little manic bursts.

Atypical wrongalia.

1.  Do you regularly experience any of the following symptoms that might be associated with depression?

Low energy, fatigue	Yes
Lack of motivation	Yes
Muscle tension	Yes
Trouble concentrating	Yes
Loss of interest	Yes
Sleep problems	Yes
Feeling withdrawn, lonely and/or isolated	Yes
Crying or feelings of sadness	Sometimes
Feeling worthless and/or hopeless	Sometimes
Body aches	Sometimes
Frequent headaches	No
Low self-esteem	No
Stomach upset	No
Change in appetite	No
Thoughts of death and suicide	No

2.  Do you regularly experience any of the following symptoms that might be associated with anxiety disorders?

Low energy, fatigue	Yes
Trouble concentrating	Yes
Muscle tension	Yes
Sleep problems	Yes
Overwhelming and debilitating fear in social situations	Yes
Fear of embarrassment	Yes
Avoiding feared situations	Yes
Excessive blushing	Sometimes
Profuse sweating	Sometimes
Excessive worry	Sometimes
Recognition that fears are excessive	Sometimes
Irritability	Sometimes
Body aches	Sometimes
Tension	No
Feeling fearful/nervous	No
Jittery/can't keep still	No
Agitation	No
Stomach upset	No
Trembling (hands or voice)	No
Low self-esteem	No
Racing/pounding heart	No

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Interesting the odd mistakes they have in their notes. "Wife who is 19 yo has moved back to West Coast." So I married her when she was 14??

casually dressed; Flat Affect; hair well groomed

Anhedonia, the inability to gain pleasure from normally pleasurable experiences. ... She recalls the anhedonia of some of her darkest moments when she sat down to listen to Elgar's Enigma variations and found to her horror that she was left completely unmoved by the hauntingly beautiful music she had always loved.

I was putting together a list of my favorite music of all time yesterday, and upon playing some I'd think I know that once affected me more, so I'd add to the list based on history.

Major anhedonia once as an undergrad - worse than the sad of "depression" was the blank gray emptiness. But then little manic bursts.

Atypical wrongalia.

1.  Do you regularly experience any of the following symptoms that might be associated with depression?

Low energy, fatigue	Yes
Lack of motivation	Yes
Muscle tension	Yes
Trouble concentrating	Yes
Loss of interest	Yes
Sleep problems	Yes
Feeling withdrawn, lonely and/or isolated	Yes
Crying or feelings of sadness	Sometimes
Feeling worthless and/or hopeless	Sometimes
Body aches	Sometimes
Frequent headaches	No
Low self-esteem	No
Stomach upset	No
Change in appetite	No
Thoughts of death and suicide	No

2.  Do you regularly experience any of the following symptoms that might be associated with anxiety disorders?

Low energy, fatigue	Yes
Trouble concentrating	Yes
Muscle tension	Yes
Sleep problems	Yes
Overwhelming and debilitating fear in social situations	Yes
Fear of embarrassment	Yes
Avoiding feared situations	Yes
Excessive blushing	Sometimes
Profuse sweating	Sometimes
Excessive worry	Sometimes
Recognition that fears are excessive	Sometimes
Irritability	Sometimes
Body aches	Sometimes
Tension	No
Feeling fearful/nervous	No
Jittery/can't keep still	No
Agitation	No
Stomach upset	No
Trembling (hands or voice)	No
Low self-esteem	No
Racing/pounding heart	No

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Interesting the odd mistakes they have in their notes. "Wife who is 19 yo has moved back to West Coast." So I married her when she was 14??